This is the thing about love and I:
I know the kind of love I am good at giving.
I am quick to love things like leaves, small knick knacks, and good reads. I am quick to love a good sense of humor, warmth, and a nice smile.
There’s a wall that has been built up after that though. Especially when it comes to humans. Serving is my way of showing love most of the time and serving is easy.
I’m good at the kind of love that would be considered surface level, and today I have begun to think about the things that resonate is the deeper end of my heart.
I fail as an intimate lover; going deep with someone intimidates me.
The truth is as much as I think I am incapable at loving someone correctly it has been spoken over your life and mine that we most certainly aren’t.
To deny and doubt the love that I might feel is hard to give or find would be complete rejection of what He is in us.
So maybe i’ll continue to fear a little longer; fear that I might not ever be able to do love right, but the answer we are seeking out is right in front of us just as it has always been.
Look to Christ when you are feeling inadequate in love, and remember that Christ is love, and that is what He is in us.
Find comfort in these words, just as I will try to today.