It’s been awhile

It’s been awhile.

I missed you WordPress, I won’t lie. I had so many ideas for you, but they all drowned in the business that my life became.

I would like to let you know that I’m throwing me away for now, and completely this time. So many changes are to come; I’m excited, but so scared.

It was never supposed to be about me. I figured that out this morning.

I would like to say i’m progressing but who knows how I’ll handle tomorrow.

Right now I am stressed, but calm. I don’t know how calm can be though because I have never felt stressed and calm at the same time. My life has crashed, and the rebuilding is what is stressing me out.

I would like to tell you more in detail, but I’ll save that for later.

Tomorrow I will began a 90 day Old Testament journey – That something I should have started a long time ago.

As for tonight I am just Jenna.

I am broken, tired, drained, and failing. I hate myself, and do not know how moving on will play out for me.

Nonetheless I am a daughter, a bride, and perfectly irrelevant.

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